ApartofTheStoRy

Myramira
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3:09 PM Edit This
I am so bored in school with my leg pain and hearing sugandha lecture...it way too bored for me to listen what he said..arghhh my leg pain and nobody care even my baby...sobsob...sad but true..i hope he got request for off on 11 feb..if not nevermind then...he is a manager and i must understand u see...so mira,understand okaY!!!!!...how much i misz hym...wanted to meet hym..yesterday been there but he is off and he even didn't tell me..does he love toward me changing??what am i supposed to do??every girl want to spend time with their guy...i also want but i can't be selfish thinking bout myself and didn't care bout hym,u see..somemore he working very very hard,so i musn't stresz hym as he got many things to stress about..his staff,stock,bla bla bla bla and on ..so nevermind...i jsut wait ..let hym make a move then...i shall stay put..but i can't...he dun even msg me sometimes....maybe he is busy and tired.that y...mira must wait on hym kay...i just misz my boy...lovelove mizs misz misz...i will love hym no matter what...
only hym hym hym....


signed off
mirawai/rizamira
27/01/11
3:23pm
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10:16 PM Edit This
My baby is having a fever...i am worried for hym so much...i wish to tell hym jsut now that i pass my test..but it nt the right tyme as he is sick...hmm misz hym alot even when last friday i meet hym already...i dunnoe y i can't get angry with at all...he still want to woork when he know that he is nt feeling well...i felt touched that he does that..but who would appreciate his way of working,of course they will bully hym more...i dunnoe y it hard for hym to take MC even for one day....Tmmrw after i finish sch,if he going back at 6,,..i am going to fetch hym and go bck with hym...i scared anything happen to hym...he has a fever u noe...then just he msg mg saying he want to fainted..i am so worried and panic for a while...all i know was pray in my heart hoping that he can be strong...actually right,i dunnoe why i love hym so much since he knock to my love door....he is the first guy that i use my bravery to kisz and buy hym things....i felt happy...it is nt because i am impatient but i dun want hym to be so distant..get what i mean???as he is working and i am schooling...our tyme and off is different...so we may nt have time but each other..but i must use my brain to be there for hym as he take me as his GF mahhhhh.....and i dunnoe why i love to ccomment about hym alot...like he is cute,chubby boy....i love hymm sooooo muchhhhh....God,plz make hym strong to face the challenge he is going thru....psst:i stead with hym on 2 january 2011...hehehe...nytez my baby and takecare yeah..mira is nt there but her heart is always there wrapping and hugging ur heart warmly...*hughug.


Goodbye and gdnytez to my readerz...*wave...




Signed off
mira
24/1/2011
10:16pm
                                                                                                                                                                      

10:35 PM Edit This
I love hym so much...althought i can't explain bout my heart confusion but i feel like,he need me more..and yeah it just start of our love life,althought i have been hurt before my love lie and love hurt but i try to be strong and love hym...i will open my heart just for  hym..i am nt sure how and what will happen to our love,.i hope he can be there and i can be there for me..althought it hard for me to msg hym coz he always gave me not 1 or 2 words but i dun feel angry,just that he is cute..i like his style and way....for our love,it may be short or may be long..but i hope to spend time with hym...like how other gerls want...I love you my dear...

my brother??i dunnoe how to say it...it take times for everything..he dun have a sister like me...i make him loses his trust toward me,yeah that true,,,i didn't denied it but then i did it for his sake....sarah is also his elder sister..what ever it is,she must also know...yeah i am a loser,i can't be trust..yeah that true...i think he dun need me anymore or have a sister name MIRA...itz okay...i will also go..so that he won't hate girls and be happy with how he lead his life...i know hafidz,u go to PUB and u drink and smoke...i know it...just that i dun want to say anything..we are even...i broke ur trust toward me and u broke ur trust toward me...but i have nvr feel angry what had u done....i know u are stress,emotional...u need someone to talk too but u dun trust anyone especially ur idiot ratreded fucking sister..ME!!,...yeah that y u prefer to be urself alone and just drown urself....i will stop now...but all i want to say...u are my angel disguised in devil...and please takecare of urself...i throw away the necklace u gave me,,,,when u gave me back,i just feel it is nothing...i lose...


Mira
signed off
10.34pm
8/1/11

11:36 PM Edit This
So tired...i wake up at 9 am then go mxg my deardear first...then go bath and get ready to go out...we should be meeting at 12 but i am late so i gave them excuse coz i haven't make up yet u noe...then i quickly make up not light but heavy make up..oh god stupid me..thinking that i can go rush down to yishun mrt..BUT...while make uping...fierul call my house and we talk...and i forget bout my half way make up lorh...then i told hym to put down anythin just msg as i am late to meet my fren...then xavier msg me,i htough he gonna scold me as yesterday i scold hym upside down...but then he say'where are you' so i was like ....what the H???then i ignore his msg as i am pissed off with hym for making me angry yesterday and scold me vulgarities for nothing lorh...then i rush down to mrt.then zul called me say he near swensen there or wendy...but i was near the 4 junction there...just when a car splash over me...OH MY GOD!!!my skirt is all wet lorh,,,,lucky the car very fast.if nt i throw my slipper at it...dunnoe how to drive...noty car....hmph...then we take train to mrt heading to simei


Oh yeah continue story.,..we take more than 4 train...*dizzydizzy.....then i saw bedok popeye...hehe...so happy...but i can't meet hym sobsob...maybe he is angry with me....then we go simei already...ernie is a silly girl..paper her lost,paper flies,paper all over....and seeing her ask where my paper??where my PSEA form??where my Bio data form??make me feel dizzy tooo...silly ernie...so i hold for her everything and we do things one by one...and after that..we headed to seragoon NEX mall,coz One idiot say got timezone and seoul garden..thinking that we can treat ernie seoul garden,we were thrilled bout that...then when we reach already we CAN'T.read it properly CAN'T!!!!!find the seoul garden and timezone even CINEMA!!!!yaissshhhh...i wish to hit that idiot with my sandals,let hym taste what is mira sandal flies feel like...WE have to eat KFC lorh...then when we were eating that two dumb dumb come....rian and xavier....yeah xavier that idiot..hmph...


can i not continue my story anymore???i am dead tired lorh....*yawnnnnn....gdnytez larh,.mira want to cleep cleep already....B2ST




mira
signing off
11:27pm
6/1/11
                                                                                                                                                                      

10:41 PM Edit This
As today is my last day in Popeye..was upset with syawal,i bring a big bag thinkinh maybe going out with hym,brought his present too in the end he couldn't make it,,sad but true lorh....syawal noty.....so yeah..went out with mei fang for  awhile,she brought me a bear...a cute like me want..so i sent her bcak to popeye as she work until 10 ++..bfore that i buy all the popeye staff and manager a cake..paiseh but that show my thanknesz for them,,without them coaching me especially bee bee,haikal,shafiee and linda,i won't be learning anything...they are awesome....all the makcik makcik there also....surely enough i will misz auntie mala,crystal,coco,an peng,Naf......omg omg.....then at about 4 or 5 sarah came to pick me up,after waiting for her like a statue at popeye...after that i was with  my beloved sister,beloved brother and my another beloved short brother....we eat with linda at banquet then we go watch movies,.after that we go snap a pictures...i am hot in all the pictures..hahaha....as u noe it s mira....anyway....then we go eat mac donald...before we headed back home....had so much laughther and fun....they just couldn't stop with touching my baby fat...dunnoe y also....jealous maybe....



Mira
signed off
10:38 om
2/1/2010

                                                                                                                                                                      

2:35 AM Edit This
I am so happy that i suddenly run to my mum room and called someone and just blurted out what i wanted to say....he is the first person that i called....we are going to the same macperson ITE....at first they choose me to go ITE Choa Chu kang...but then they didn't accept me yet...suddenly they choose and accept me to Macperson...and when i saw that..all i could think was HIM!!!!..i am going to meet hym!!!god gave me a chance to be more closer to him...thanks god thanks god...thanks for reading my blogspot and make what i hope come true what i have written on my blog...thanks god....thanks for hearing my prayer....i will be strong god..... mira is so so so happy...mira have a chance to takecare of hym and he have a chance to go back with me....YEAH MIRA!!!




mira
signed off
30/12/2010
2:34am
                                                                                                                                                                     

12:48 AM Edit This
i dunnoe why my heart is sobbing,i am losing all hope...i am trying to be strong...God for once please let me be strong...let my heart smile brightly....i didn't know this is happening to me..i am taking everything slowly but sometimes slowly make me regret and loses things that i love...i can't sleep...althought i feel weak but i just feel like typing all my hurtnesz that i have been through..but i dun want,i dun want to ruin his reputation...his last word'i dun want to see mira again' make me lose hope...A girl wouldn't do all this till the end just for a guy...at a first stage he broke the girl heart,the girl had let go of him and cry away..but me...i am just standing there and taking a step backward so that he won;t feel suffocated....i also didn't force hym to love me...he misunderstand me alot....itz okay...i am smiling even i heard what he told someone....i just using my courage,bravely,confidence and guts to face him even when i don't have that..at times i am falling,trying to give up..but why not give a try...You wouldn't know the answer if u nvr give a try...when obstacles come i bravely nvr admit defeat..to tell you the truth..this is the first time i do this just for someone....but in the end now...i admit defeat and surrender...i dunnoe how i am goiign to face hym...as he dun want see me again...but i promise my self that itz okay...i will go to work and smile,when he show me black face,i will still smile...it z okay mira...everything is gonna be fine if u believe on urself mira...so mira....do it till the end...dun give up mira....i can't sleep
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