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I didn't know it could be so hurt..trying to forget everything pass eventhought i know it killing me...sometime when i force myself to smile,my heart feel truly hurt and i will suddenly in tear unknowingly...i don't know why it'z so pain even though he gave me a warning already...i always jealous of one girl,she gave flower to her guy,when she was anxious,nervous and panic..she keep thinking 'will he accept it'? 'how should i do it?'..'what should i do?'... i was there and witnesz her sweet love toward her love for her guy....eventhough it is disgusting but she tried her best trying to prove that even she fail at least she do it..it worth the try....it was a happy ending to her...Before she plan all this,she receive a big setback,but she just never give up eventhought another person ruin her mood...her boyfriend was in a blur state but he accept the gift eventhough he don't understand why she suddenly give him a flower...i bet he is happy and smiling away....with me looking and witness from first to last..i am also smiling eventhought she torture me to take 51 stairs steps...A smiling angel is looking on their love....while mine is a sad ending that no one expect it to happen...maybe i was to focus bout his feeling that i didn't know i am hurt..bleeding badly but i covered up so that people won't know and people won't see or say just the sake of hym...i did everything just for my true feeling i had on him...and now i know the truth that he don;t want to see me again....itz okay mira...u must bucked up....
