10:35 PM Edit This
I love hym so much...althought i can't explain bout my heart confusion but i feel like,he need me more..and yeah it just start of our love life,althought i have been hurt before my love lie and love hurt but i try to be strong and love hym...i will open my heart just for hym..i am nt sure how and what will happen to our love,.i hope he can be there and i can be there for me..althought it hard for me to msg hym coz he always gave me not 1 or 2 words but i dun feel angry,just that he is cute..i like his style and way....for our love,it may be short or may be long..but i hope to spend time with hym...like how other gerls want...I love you my dear...
my brother??i dunnoe how to say it...it take times for everything..he dun have a sister like me...i make him loses his trust toward me,yeah that true,,,i didn't denied it but then i did it for his sake....sarah is also his elder sister..what ever it is,she must also know...yeah i am a loser,i can't be trust..yeah that true...i think he dun need me anymore or have a sister name MIRA...itz okay...i will also go..so that he won't hate girls and be happy with how he lead his life...i know hafidz,u go to PUB and u drink and smoke...i know it...just that i dun want to say anything..we are even...i broke ur trust toward me and u broke ur trust toward me...but i have nvr feel angry what had u done....i know u are stress,emotional...u need someone to talk too but u dun trust anyone especially ur idiot ratreded fucking sister..ME!!,...yeah that y u prefer to be urself alone and just drown urself....i will stop now...but all i want to say...u are my angel disguised in devil...and please takecare of urself...i throw away the necklace u gave me,,,,when u gave me back,i just feel it is nothing...i lose...
Mira
signed off
10.34pm
8/1/11
