LifeApart

TO think it hurt this way...it so pain..and all i do was to cry everyday...to think it would be like this...it was so hurt...all i want his hym....i want u to come back....pleaseee i beg u...i need you....i totally need you...what should i do??

You doubt my love i had for u....if i didn't love u why did i accept ur heart in the first place...?i care ur feeling,love and everything but hurt is u doubt my love....whenever i thought i may fall,i try my best nt too...when i wanted to cry when people humiliation,insulting me..i stand up and walk away...i told them that i love u and that i dun care anything they want to say....i know u are working and i try spending tyme with u as i dun want u get bored...u say ITE got many guy comfirm i got admire...but no...becoz my heart has only u and i want to look only at u..i gave up everything just for u...everyday i would ask myself...what should i buy for u?has he eaten?are u okay??how is ur work life/??should i visit hym??should i buy u something??should i gave u my support....i truly love u...and i want to be with u...i know u can't text me go out with me often...i know...but still i dun mind..i dun mind waiting for u..and i understand u are tired as u are working...i think positive in everyway...valentine day coming and i plan something just to make u know that i love u...but i didn;t know it has to end here...i try really hard but in hte end it is a failure...when i htought of giving up,i told myself dun...u need me...as a girl of course i want go out spend tyme.holding hand..going out together....but when i think back..i can;t be selfish to think that way as u are busy and i must understand u....i truly put hope on our relationship..and u say 'nah u dun,'...itz hurt but i try to be strong....why?why come knocking my hart when in the end u break with me??why asked me to gave u love when in the end i am the one hurting most...y?y?y????....y u make me fall deep for u and now u want me to let go....its hurt...it is totally hurt...when i stead with u...what i fear is u leaving me...i fear that so much..
i truly helpless ...so helpless with what u had say..it totally hurt me....our love has gone....and i am also gone

I wont let u go...i will love u no matter what...i will be with u forever...and there is no more break up...

I m helpless....why??...please dun leave me....i totally love u..you once told me 'i do' when  i ask u are u seriuous with me...please dun change your hart...as i totally need you now.......my heart has totally need you now...i beg u,,dun leave me.,,,,i can change if u want.....do u want to noe that i rejected many offered as i want to be with you....although i am tired and i am sick nt then i dun mind bcause i really want you....i totally need you....u know how much i misz,love and need you....Please dun change ur hart...i helpless as i know this day would have come...i have never want to imagine it.but i knew it...i truly love you....i dun mind how much u hurt me as long i want u to know my heart truly love u and i have never play with our true relationship that we build.....