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i dunnoe why my heart is sobbing,i am losing all hope...i am trying to be strong...God for once please let me be strong...let my heart smile brightly....i didn't know this is happening to me..i am taking everything slowly but sometimes slowly make me regret and loses things that i love...i can't sleep...althought i feel weak but i just feel like typing all my hurtnesz that i have been through..but i dun want,i dun want to ruin his reputation...his last word'i dun want to see mira again' make me lose hope...A girl wouldn't do all this till the end just for a guy...at a first stage he broke the girl heart,the girl had let go of him and cry away..but me...i am just standing there and taking a step backward so that he won;t feel suffocated....i also didn't force hym to love me...he misunderstand me alot....itz okay...i am smiling even i heard what he told someone....i just using my courage,bravely,confidence and guts to face him even when i don't have that..at times i am falling,trying to give up..but why not give a try...You wouldn't know the answer if u nvr give a try...when obstacles come i bravely nvr admit defeat..to tell you the truth..this is the first time i do this just for someone....but in the end now...i admit defeat and surrender...i dunnoe how i am goiign to face hym...as he dun want see me again...but i promise my self that itz okay...i will go to work and smile,when he show me black face,i will still smile...it z okay mira...everything is gonna be fine if u believe on urself mira...so mira....do it till the end...dun give up mira....i can't sleep
