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Somemore or some what mira dunnoe what to do sumore with love..mira dun want hurt anyone...i know his feelings toward me,but i try not to give hope,i know that he last moment in this world he dun want me to cry,i am happy to find someone like him..he treasure me alot,he understand me...he is the first person who taught me to do cashier,one of my mischievous was when wanted to give customer their number tag,i will always throw the receipt and not even apologisez but keep saying'i dun care u write new one'...i know if people read this it is not funny at all..but that moment i remember that he still can tolerate me and laugh when he have to go the customer and ask what has he forget to give or the number tagged that he gave is for.....that's the moment i had with hym..although it was a while,i am ahppy to see his smile and we bully each other...but now when he told me something that was so shocking that he has an sickness..i dunnoe what to do...but all i could do to ask god give him time me and him to spend time together for the last moment and to make him happy till he last breath...God love hym more than anyone else...instead of worrying about himself,he worry about me more...he is my beloved brother,the want that sacrified anything just to make me smile and not hurt...that day i didn't wish to cry at his arm,but i have no choice as my tear keep flowing...it's too hurt..the one that i like feel angry and avoid me but the one that i just met yesterday gave me his arm when i cried...i always wonder and ask why must god take good and kinded hearted people away....why must he do that..??that when i found out that he love them more,god dun want him to hurt anymore in this world..people dun appreciate his kindness.everywhere he go,people shoved hym away...he is the one that make people smile but people think wrongly,,he make people smile brightly but in the end of the days he is in pain and hurt...God love hym,..god want him to know that in this world there will be no one would be there but God will be there to heal his pain and hurt heart...my brother has gold of heart..one day when he gone,the one that hurt him,i promise that they will regret it...even i am not ready to let god take him away...i wanted to hug him but i can't....he is my angel...my only angel that disgust itself like a devil...for one my brother if u read this..i want you to know that..i will pray for u and i will visit u..i will pray that god will forgive u bit by bit....God is kind to his fellows,he always forgive them eventhough they forget him...i will stay strong,my brother...i will smile and i will make u live till ur last day...i will hold on to u even in ur death bed....that my promises...please dun ask me when ur time has come because i want to see u even in ur last....let me remember forever that i have a brother that dote on me,care and love towards me....i was once had a brother that i called an angel disgust in devil...i will wipe my tears and i will make him happy with my sincerely smile....
mira
signed off
29/12/2010
11:11pm
mira
signed off
29/12/2010
11:11pm
