ApartofTheStoRy

Myramira
It should just be me alone
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11:03 PM Edit This
I promise myself that whatever happen i will never let u go and i will stick with u forever even if u were to hurt me...because that my true feelings toward you...i know u are very stress and i definetly nt let u go easily...i want to be there just for u...althought last time i use to like stupid and useless people that backstab me...but now i am change and i will love only u...my mistake last time was to close with someone and in the end tell me people wrong thing..dun worry lar to that person...GOd heard what u say and god knows what u message me...tell go tell the world that i this and that..but i dun give a damn....know y???coz i really dun care what u want to talk bout me...and u are useless to me...a very stupid underhand mean to make me falll....stupid and useless tactic larh gerl...i jus love syawal and even if he push me i wont let hym go...i dun care....pyepye*WAVE

3:45 PM Edit This
TO think it hurt this way...it so pain..and all i do was to cry everyday...to think it would be like this...it was so hurt...all i want his hym....i want u to come back....pleaseee i beg u...i need you....i totally need you...what should i do??

3:37 PM Edit This
You doubt my love i had for u....if i didn't love u why did i accept ur heart in the first place...?i care ur feeling,love and everything but hurt is u doubt my love....whenever i thought i may fall,i try my best nt too...when i wanted to cry when people humiliation,insulting me..i stand up and walk away...i told them that i love u and that i dun care anything they want to say....i know u are working and i try spending tyme with u as i dun want u get bored...u say ITE got many guy comfirm i got admire...but no...becoz my heart has only u and i want to look only at u..i gave up everything just for u...everyday i would ask myself...what should i buy for u?has he eaten?are u okay??how is ur work life/??should i visit hym??should i buy u something??should i gave u my support....i truly love u...and i want to be with u...i know u can't text me go out with me often...i know...but still i dun mind..i dun mind waiting for u..and i understand u are tired as u are working...i think positive in everyway...valentine day coming and i plan something just to make u know that i love u...but i didn;t know it has to end here...i try really hard but in hte end it is a failure...when i htought of giving up,i told myself dun...u need me...as a girl of course i want go out spend tyme.holding hand..going out together....but when i think back..i can;t be selfish to think that way as u are busy and i must understand u....i truly put hope on our relationship..and u say 'nah u dun,'...itz hurt but i try to be strong....why?why come knocking my hart when in the end u break with me??why asked me to gave u love when in the end i am the one hurting most...y?y?y????....y u make me fall deep for u and now u want me to let go....its hurt...it is totally hurt...when i stead with u...what i fear is u leaving me...i fear that so much..
i truly helpless ...so helpless with what u had say..it totally hurt me....our love has gone....and i am also gone

3:20 AM Edit This
I wont let u go...i will love u no matter what...i will be with u forever...and there is no more break up...

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1:13 AM Edit This
I m helpless....why??...please dun leave me....i totally love u..you once told me 'i do' when  i ask u are u seriuous with me...please dun change your hart...as i totally need you now.......my heart has totally need you now...i beg u,,dun leave me.,,,,i can change if u want.....do u want to noe that i rejected many offered as i want to be with you....although i am tired and i am sick nt then i dun mind bcause i really want you....i totally need you....u know how much i misz,love and need you....Please dun change ur hart...i helpless as i know this day would have come...i have never want to imagine it.but i knew it...i truly love you....i dun mind how much u hurt me as long i want u to know my heart truly love u and i have never play with our true relationship that we build.....

11:57 AM Edit This
i want to cry ..my heart is sobbing...

9:38 PM Edit This
             So tireddddd...i go home today at 8.00pm...actuallyy i finish sch at 5 lorh,then i  thought go to bedok,go meet hym lorh,but nevermind larh...dun want disturb hym,..,so I ,myaka,vicky,andy and his couzin go playy Carom,pictionary and lastly i and andy play counter strike,,,,Elmo help us by setup our game to his server...then we play only for a while then they off the computer say want go home...BASTARD!!!..hahaha..but i felt fun eventhought it is nt enjoyable....Andy couzin felt cranky all that...so i was trying to make the mood fine....u know larh ANDY PERANGAI....he will always brag...so go buy VICO and then go home lorh...Bid farewell to andy and his cuzin...then i walk myself to the MRT and went straight home...had fun today!!!


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mira
9:31pm
27/1/2011

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